Living, Writing + Posting: Showcasing

The struggle is real!

1. Being busy is busy

2. My health is on the rocks, but perfomarnce on things is good (shall try keep it up)

3. Collections, collections, collections

These days, I've been worried about my performance as it's a busy time, trying to take time for myself, simple things that seem gteat er to me and worrying over worry. Plus my time keeping is a bit off sometimes.

Also, I still would like to post the December 2014, Christmas feature on Spec-tacular. And showcase drawings of some collections.

This is where my mental illness - depression - starts to take over.

It makes me feel like 'I'm done', not with life but with the things I try to do my best on. It allows me to not see the solution and draws me back into a quiet little corner. And it makes me even more tired than usual.

What do I do?

Where do I go?
And, what or where should I be?

For now, I stop...

I do have my solutions.

First one is:

I refer back to what helped me before.

If I've written it, I've written it. That makes it clear, for like projects or little things as a to do list.

Secondly:

I refer back and try to remember or write things down, what others or things I've read, that did and have helped me with this difficulty.

And Thirdly:

I calmly breath, take a break and do the thing(s) I like to do best. So, I like to draw. I do little doodles. A tip for this, I try to have a writing book to hand. Some people may like reading, or solving puzzles, etc.

Any little thing can help. Even doing this blog.

The stresses, pains and feeling like a let down on my own life, creates such burdens that feel like they can not be dealt with and handled.

Taking the time to breath, and taking a step out of time, may have that effect that could boost confidence and performance (such as work, busy environments, etc.).

It could take a little, to feel good again.